who's gonna ACTUALLY do their jobs to *HELP* -ME-?!

so i did what amy told me to do and asked my ics workers to help me with my taxes. abdul answered the phone and said, "well- that's your trustee's responsibility.. there's nothing that we can really do.. i suppose you could google accountants but that's your trustee's job." then i said, "yeah, i know. when i had my previous trustee, brian, HE'D ALWAYS HAVE THIS TAKEN CARE OF. NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN- THAT I HAVE ICS SHE FEELS LIKE SHE CAN PUT THIS JOB ON SOMEONE ELSE." my cousin joe had made the remark that amy didn't seem like she wanted to work. she hasn't helped me move, she doesn't wanna help me with my taxes, WHAT THE FUCK DOES SHE WANT TO DO?! what's she getting paid for?.. just telling me that i can't spend my money in ways that would give me more opportunities- THAT'S HOW. i know she's in the damn office when i call her and her receptionist always tells me that she's busy and puts me in her voicemail. SO I HAVE SOMEONE CONTROLLING MY MONEY THAT WON'T EVEN SPEAK TO ME. THAT'S GREAT. MY ADVOCATE DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT. JUST AS LONG AS I'M GOING TO THE COURAGE CENTER TO PLEASE HER IN-LAWS WITH ANOTHER MINDLESS HANDICAPPED CLIENT THEY CAN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF TO MAKE THEMSELVES LOOK GOOD! if i get in trouble for not filing my taxes- IT'S ALL ON HER FOR NEGLECTING A VULNERABLE ADULT SHE'S BEING PAID TO ASSIST. YOUR CALL, LAZY ASS!